shaving w/ cold water a brittle lick rings off a 12" celestion     perspiration.ocean sounds are spitting on me Seattle is a nominal love .some kind of bounce  (they say) a blue zip cripples the skyline little armling lost tumbling errands away like missed alarms
a
flyboy jacket
raking dry lines away from wht you can stuff in your arms like a
jazz beat
wind spins complexcurrents around her wraparounds polarized to the smoke rings huffing from her nostrils  on cold bright
morning

breath is a glitch receiving old information incompatible with the peachfuzz burning  up with the o-zone
my skinny rocksalt eyes tire of eachother scraping in
the skin tightening over her forehead like a hide drum shrinking in the sun around it's ring
out of place.i stand cocked on the deck of the carrier wanting to  
annihilate  nations

.******-saurus

THE ORIGINAL REASON OF MY LOOKING UP


YA SEE, I WAS LIVING IN MY BACKYARD

AND I HATED IT, YA SEE EVERY TIME I WENT UP TO THE HOUSE

SO THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO CHANGE THIS

IS GO TO THE MALL, AND GO TO WORK, JUST

TO HAVE PEACE FROM MUM AND DAD

THEY ARE NICE PEOPLE, BUT I WAS SICK

I NEED TO BE TREATED BETTER, I DON’T WANNA HAVE VOICES LIKE THESE

I AM GOING TO HAVE A EGG AND BACON ROLL AT ROCKSALT TOMORROW

CAUSE I AM COOLER THAN COOL

I BREAK NO RULES, EXCEPT FOR THE PROBLEMS, WITH MY SEXUALITY

I WISH PEOPLE WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE

SO I CAN GET ON WITH BEING

1    AN ARTIST, PUTTING ARTWORKS IN AN EXHIBITION, COOL

2     A WRITER, WRITING ON WRITERSCAFE AND HELLO WRITERS

3   AN ENTERTAINER OF YOUTUBE AS WELL AS A TV ENTERTAINER OR A THEATRE ENTERTAINER

4   AN IDEALIST, MEANING, I HAVE WAYS OF HELPING THE POOR, I WANT TO LAY THE PLANS ON THE TABLE

AND MANY OTHER THINGS

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO RELAX, AND CHILL, AND NOT GET DEFENSIVE,

I WANT MEDICATION TO CALM ME DOWN

I AM NOT A FIGHTING MAN

FIGHTING MEN HAVE PROBLEMS, WITH GETTING EVICTED

YA SEE THE ORIGINAL REASON, OF ME LOOKING UP

I WASN’T TELLING PEOPLE MY BELIEFS, I WAS A BIT SHY TO EXPRESS MYSELF AT SCHOOL

AND I BELIEVE WE PARTY ALL OVER THE SKY

I AM NOT A ******, I AM RADICAL

TAKE THESE VOICES AWAY, TO STOP ME LOOKING UP

AND THE LAST REASON WHY I LOOKED UP, IS

I TOLD ALL THE ADULTS THAT I PREFERRED THE HOOLIGAN LIFE

PLEASE LEAVE ME BE, BUDDY OLE BOY OLE PAL

AND I NEVER THOUGHT DAD FORGAVE ME, DAD CHANGED, SORRY

AND NOW KNOW DAD FORGIVE ME, PEOPLE DON’T DIE, THEY END SUFFERING

AND RELAX TILL NEXT LIFE