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is happiness a thought or feeling? or does it fall like snow and eventually cover everything?
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you were once my sunshine..... you were once my everything.... now you are nothing to me....
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Poems
Keeety Katt Dec 2014
Maybe, Just Maybe
Keeety Katt
Dec 2014
Maybe just maybe
We could start all over again
Maybe just maybe
We could make something happen
Maybe just maybe
We wont have to pretend
Maybe just maybe we could love all over again]
But for real this time
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I wont be so insecure
Maybe just maybe
I could trust you all over again
Maybe just maybe
I wont be that **** up *****
You once called me
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I wont be that **** you claim me to be
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could give you another chance
Maybe just maybe
I wont be so deep into my thoughts
I might just open up
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could erase the images of that other *****
Maybe just maybe I could forget
Maybe just maybe
I wont have that in my head, while we are making love
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could forget
That picture she took
And put It al over instagram quoting “My baby, I love him so much 1year at it”
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you wasted 5 years of my life
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you cheated on me
With another *****
For a complete year, than come back to my house like nothing
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you got this ***** pregnant
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe, I could forget that you once got me pregnant and made me abort that
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe you left me
To go be with her
To take care of that baby
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
But you know what
I don’t even know why your at my footsteps
My husband is sleep, from taking care of our newborn baby
Maybe just maybe you cold forget that.
We could start all over again
Maybe just maybe
We could make something happen
Maybe just maybe
We wont have to pretend
Maybe just maybe we could love all over again]
But for real this time
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I wont be so insecure
Maybe just maybe
I could trust you all over again
Maybe just maybe
I wont be that **** up *****
You once called me
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I wont be that **** you claim me to be
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could give you another chance
Maybe just maybe
I wont be so deep into my thoughts
I might just open up
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could erase the images of that other *****
Maybe just maybe I could forget
Maybe just maybe
I wont have that in my head, while we are making love
Maybe just maybe
Maybe just maybe
I could forget
That picture she took
And put It al over instagram quoting “My baby, I love him so much 1year at it”
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you wasted 5 years of my life
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you cheated on me
With another *****
For a complete year, than come back to my house like nothing
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe
I could forget that you got this ***** pregnant
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe, I could forget that you once got me pregnant and made me abort that
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
Maybe just maybe you left me
To go be with her
To take care of that baby
Maybe just maybe I could forget that
But you know what
I don’t even know why your at my footsteps
My husband is sleep, from taking care of our newborn baby
Maybe just maybe you cold forget that.
Raven Apr 2018
Maybe Again
Raven
Apr 2018
Maybe if you love me I'll love you
Maybe if I disappear I will be forgotten
Maybe if I'm clingy you will leave
Maybe if it's dark you won't have to see me cry
Maybe if I break your heart you'll shatter mine
Maybe if it's loud I can finally scream
Maybe if you hold me I'll hold you
Maybe when I smile you'll think it's real
Maybe when I laugh it won't sound fake
Maybe when I cry my face will feel dry
Maybe in the morning my wrist'll be stained red
Maybe one day I'll actually stay in bed
Maybe one day I'll find a way
Maybe one day there will no longer be a tomorrow
Maybe one day won't end in sorrow
Maybe one day I won't miss you at night
Maybe one day I won't wake up in tears
Maybe one day I'll sleep my life away
Maybe one day I'll die in a peaceful way
Maybe one day I'll only be a memory
Maybe one day I'll be able to say I'm okay
Maybe one day I'll marry my past
Maybe one day I'll accept my reality
Maybe one day I'll wear colour again
Maybe one day I won't feel so numb
Maybe one day when I cut I'll feel the pain
Maybe one day I'll stop pushing people away
Maybe one day I'll let someone stay
Maybe one day I won't have to lie
Maybe one day I'll write one last poem
Maybe one day I'll face my fears
Maybe one day your smile will no longer dry my tears
Maybe one day you'll leave me behind
Maybe one day I'll be left to cry
Maybe one day I'll have heard a thousand goodbyes
Maybe one day I'll be able to look into your eyes
Maybe one day you'll stop feeding them lies
Maybe one day I'll hear your bark again
Maybe one day I'll stop missing you
Maybe one day I'll stop crying over you
Maybe one day you'll stop loving me
Maybe one day I won't miss you so much
Maybe one day I'll stop collecting
Maybe one day I'll only wear one
Maybe one day you'll leave me alone
Maybe one day I'll stop trying
Maybe one day I won't be able to cry
Maybe one day I'll burn them away
Maybe one day nothing will be the same
Maybe one day I'll be more careful
Maybe one day my memories of you will go away
Maybe one day there will no longer be a today
Maybe one day I'll officially declare you my forever and always
Maybe one day music won't be my only escape
Maybe one day I'll no longer want to die
Maybe one day you'll hold my tears at bay
Maybe one day I'll be led astray
Maybe if I disappear I will be forgotten
Maybe if I'm clingy you will leave
Maybe if it's dark you won't have to see me cry
Maybe if I break your heart you'll shatter mine
Maybe if it's loud I can finally scream
Maybe if you hold me I'll hold you
Maybe when I smile you'll think it's real
Maybe when I laugh it won't sound fake
Maybe when I cry my face will feel dry
Maybe in the morning my wrist'll be stained red
Maybe one day I'll actually stay in bed
Maybe one day I'll find a way
Maybe one day there will no longer be a tomorrow
Maybe one day won't end in sorrow
Maybe one day I won't miss you at night
Maybe one day I won't wake up in tears
Maybe one day I'll sleep my life away
Maybe one day I'll die in a peaceful way
Maybe one day I'll only be a memory
Maybe one day I'll be able to say I'm okay
Maybe one day I'll marry my past
Maybe one day I'll accept my reality
Maybe one day I'll wear colour again
Maybe one day I won't feel so numb
Maybe one day when I cut I'll feel the pain
Maybe one day I'll stop pushing people away
Maybe one day I'll let someone stay
Maybe one day I won't have to lie
Maybe one day I'll write one last poem
Maybe one day I'll face my fears
Maybe one day your smile will no longer dry my tears
Maybe one day you'll leave me behind
Maybe one day I'll be left to cry
Maybe one day I'll have heard a thousand goodbyes
Maybe one day I'll be able to look into your eyes
Maybe one day you'll stop feeding them lies
Maybe one day I'll hear your bark again
Maybe one day I'll stop missing you
Maybe one day I'll stop crying over you
Maybe one day you'll stop loving me
Maybe one day I won't miss you so much
Maybe one day I'll stop collecting
Maybe one day I'll only wear one
Maybe one day you'll leave me alone
Maybe one day I'll stop trying
Maybe one day I won't be able to cry
Maybe one day I'll burn them away
Maybe one day nothing will be the same
Maybe one day I'll be more careful
Maybe one day my memories of you will go away
Maybe one day there will no longer be a today
Maybe one day I'll officially declare you my forever and always
Maybe one day music won't be my only escape
Maybe one day I'll no longer want to die
Maybe one day you'll hold my tears at bay
Maybe one day I'll be led astray
January/ 29/ 2018/ 11:41PM/ 14 yrs old