I am a Transgender Citizen - ( An American Citizen )
I am a Transgender MTF - ( With Opinion's )
I am a Transgender Female - ( With Feeling's )
I am a Transgender Girl - ( With Emotion's )
I am a Transgender Woman - ( With Love )
I am a Transgender Christian - ( With Faith )
I am a Transgender Parent - ( Of 2 Beautiful Yellow Labrador Retriever's )
I am a Transgender Friend - ( Too Many People )
I am a Transgender Sister - ( Too My Many Sister's )
I am a Transgender Sister - ( Too My Many Brother's )
I am a Transgender Daughter - ( Who Currently Isn't Loved By ? )
I am a Transgender Person - ( Who Vote's )
I am a Transgender LBGTQ - ( Who Accept's ALL )
I am a Transgender , Who has too Hide , Because most of Society
Say's they love Unconditionally , But Only if - I / We / Us - are who , They say We are . And "" NOT "" who We say We are
GOD - Created Me & You & Them  & Yet "" ? ""
They & Sometimes even Us  Judge each other "" ? ""
And yet GOD clearly Tells Us , "" NOT to JUDGE "" each other
But too Instead "" LOVE "" one another
By day I am a Person , I do not wish too Be
On weekdays I am a Person , I do not wish too Be
By Night time I am the Girl , I want too Always Be
On Weekends I am Mostly the Girl , I want too Always Be
And so You all can "" CLEAR'LY "" see
I am A Transgender Person / Female
Named Stacie Leelah Cheyenne
I AM in fact "" ME ""

Every life is precious, every life is good.
Yours, mine, her, his. Yellow, brown, black,
brown. Eyes slanted, eyes round. Tall, short.
slim, rotund. Healthy, sick, disabled. LBGTQ.
Living or dying. Rich, poor, anywhere in between.
Educated, illiterate, brilliant or dim-witted.
All need food, housing, healthcare. All need
clean water and air. All have a heart. And all
need love. Everyone needs love.

TOD HOWARD HAWKS

being asked:
   what do you
               get from your writing?
nothing much,
   excuses, i guess...

the best thing i ever
received from
a university
education?
                a t-shirt...
goes well with a light
grey hoodie,
given it's navy
"titillating" purple

like the flag of
scoot'land...

about writing,
what am i getting out
of it?
     well, certainly not
a car...
but that also
implies
     i don't have
to deal with road tax,
m.o.t.
    and...
what other benefits
of a car are...

current outrage
   over internet
censorship...
  back in 2015
i was kicked off
from wattpad...
  for a d.m. that
ended with: o.k.,
thanks, have a nice life...

how many poems were lost
from that?
too many to count...
my thoughts on
the current outrage...
    hmm?
     where was anyone
back in 2015
to help me retrieve
my work?

        nowhere...
for some time i was trying
to craft an empathy
complex,
   but, it would seem,
  there was never
one to begin with...

    internet trolls yadda yadda...
yeah...
       cordiality,
an alien concept for
the disinhibited
on the internet...
   anonimity anonymous
meetings will seem
like fun...
   it's already funny...

     it's so much fun
just thinking about it,
that it's going to be: riot
in the future...

  i figured,
no point being a little richard
about it (a **** about it)...

what i have before
me is already debilitating,
why create
    fake lynch mobs,
   stakes, burning heretics?

i'm only guessing
anonymity anonymous
is still a dark,
future vision...
     but if the current year
spells out: being a ****, online,
and not having the *****,
to reveal (at least)
portions of your true
identity?

      - but the chances are,
i will not be visited
             for what i'd call
a night of drinking,
to begin with...

              funny,
coming from an alcoholic,
i could really be a *******
           if i wanted to be one...
but i like to inhibit
the dormant potential,
rather than frivolously
attempt: comedy...

my my...
   you're talking about
people, and you're sometimes
expected to deal with
them like porcelain...
   a butcher isn't
a ravenous wolf
ripping into a canvas
                    of beef, is he?

currently, LBGTQ dogma...
well...
sure as ****
  and a sunrise
    in about 6 hours
time:
   there is no chance
for a william burroughs
or a ginsberg,
              or an o'hara
  about to sieve through
        and climb out...
    
there are sometimes,
minor, just tiny,
     problems with any given
sensibility...
   cabbage throwing kind...
pleb: myself included,
father a roofer,
me a would be roofer,
mother a housewife...
formerly a secretary
   in a metal-works complex...

one thing i don't understand
though, and i will never
get used to it...
    i just came from a former
soviet satellite...
  i come to england
and i'm like:
  what, the ****, are you doing?

there's a difference
between censorship
   and common sense courtesy...
but, it would seem,
people can forget learning
ethical, before they have
to start learning etiquette...

ethics is ******* right
about now...
  when people have not
been taught etiquette...

       why? why latch onto
an ethical "problem"
when there's something,
glaring, right in front of you,
namely etiquette.

i'll never understand
why i was kicked off wattpad
back in 2015...
oh...
   right...
       it must have something
to do with
the algorithm i put on there.

- but, (michael jackson) he he...
   it's going to look
marvelous...
  this, new...
  anonymity anonymous...
they'll turn off your internet
access to certain sites...
but they won't turn
off the electricity to your home...
here's to: sleeping under a rock
for the next five years.

Life is nothing
when it all comes to an end
there's no going back
we might think there's an afterlife
but what really happens when we die
maybe our eyes or the sense that we use goes to waste
and all we see is darkness
What happens to all the people that committed crimes
what is a crime how does “God” see it
but then there's another question is God real
is hell real
What if the life we are living is all a lie
what if we are set up like this
what is a sin?
is it being part of the LBGTQ+ community
is it still ****** if you help the death penalty
who chooses what the biggest crime is ?
we see terrible things happen every day and we don't do anything about it
why do we stand there and do nothing
what if we could do something to stop something bad from happening most people wouldn't care
but doesnt god say to treat everyone like your brother or sister
but at the end we all sin
Death
where does death take us
why does death come too early
why does “ God” choose that
is “God” a sinner