When i decide to leave dont ask me why.
When i leave you, know its because of your lies.
The way you disrepect me when im not in your presence.
Know its because you continue to to betray my trust after every encounter of you regaining it.
Know its because im tired of crying over a man that is supposed to love me.
Know its because of your miscommuncation.
When i finally decide to leave you dont ask me why, just know that it was because got tired, tired of trying to be enough, tired of trying to show you that im worthy of your honesty.

hit the vape,
now im in space.
im having urges to escape
and there are new feels
in place of the old.
there's no trace
or scent of my role as hero,
my highest ground is zero.
ive rested and still
i went from writing ten pages
to none,
im trying to run
but the forces wont let me,
they guide and protect me.
they'll make you respect me if you dare to disrepect me..