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Poems
Riot Sep 2014
chandelier by sia: stripped
Riot
Sep 2014
i spend everyday wondering why i live
knowing there's nothing more to give
i live off of the face of the crowd
living life
laughing out loud
i'm nothing more than a "party girl"
who would care about me?
my friends show up in the middle of the night
knowing i'll be there waiting
i try to scream and tell them how i'm feeling
but all that comes out it is "lets get another drink"
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
throw em back till i loose count
as reckless as it seems
who knows what i could do to myself and others
sober?
another sun comes up
who's in my bed this time?
does it really matter anymore
since i no longer have the courage to look in the mirror
i run and shut the door
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
who cares to count anymore?
you won't recognize me in the night
i'm a bird that fly's
straight into the window
because that's all i'm capable of doing
wrecking everything
so i'll swing on the chandelier
until you can't recognize me in the daytime*
just hold on for tonight
knowing there's nothing more to give
i live off of the face of the crowd
living life
laughing out loud
i'm nothing more than a "party girl"
who would care about me?
my friends show up in the middle of the night
knowing i'll be there waiting
i try to scream and tell them how i'm feeling
but all that comes out it is "lets get another drink"
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
throw em back till i loose count
as reckless as it seems
who knows what i could do to myself and others
sober?
another sun comes up
who's in my bed this time?
does it really matter anymore
since i no longer have the courage to look in the mirror
i run and shut the door
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
123 123 drink
who cares to count anymore?
you won't recognize me in the night
i'm a bird that fly's
straight into the window
because that's all i'm capable of doing
wrecking everything
so i'll swing on the chandelier
until you can't recognize me in the daytime*
just hold on for tonight
Jesibell arz Mar 2015
123... Game
Jesibell arz
Mar 2015
123...
I hug you then you hug me
we go our separate ways like the red sea.
123...
You call my phone already feeling alone, I send you to voicemail leave a message at the tone.
123...
Theirs tears on my pillows aswell as my sheets, just wishing if oneday again we can meet.
123...
A few months go by I hear a knock on my door, wondering if it's you coming back for more.
123...
I'm taken by surprise, it's you standing infront of me wiping the tears from my eyes.
123...
I can't live without you and you can't live without me, this is our 123 game of uncertainty.
*I Love You Tho
I hug you then you hug me
we go our separate ways like the red sea.
123...
You call my phone already feeling alone, I send you to voicemail leave a message at the tone.
123...
Theirs tears on my pillows aswell as my sheets, just wishing if oneday again we can meet.
123...
A few months go by I hear a knock on my door, wondering if it's you coming back for more.
123...
I'm taken by surprise, it's you standing infront of me wiping the tears from my eyes.
123...
I can't live without you and you can't live without me, this is our 123 game of uncertainty.
*I Love You Tho
Aztec Warrior Sep 2015
POEM 44 (Chandelier)
Aztec Warrior
Sep 2015
POEM 44 (Chandelier)
123, swing
123, swing
123, swing
swing from the chandelier
fly like a bird
forget everything
until morning light’s heard
and nothing exists.
123, feel my love
123, feel my love
123, feel my love
let your tears dry on the air
there is no shame
in wanting tomorrow
to never exist;
to exit the past
and just hold on
let me be your full glass,
open your eyes... and
123, see me
123, see me
123, see me
hold out my hand
lets chandelier
until morning light’s heard.
Aztec Warrior 8.26.15
https://youtu.be/2vjPBrBU-TM
(Note: Inspired by the Sia song “Chandelier”. I utilized the ideas
and some of the words to express an answer of sorts to this song.
This is another song where the music mesmerizes me and has added
meaning cause I understand the ‘shame’ when the morning sun comes up.
This poem is also dedicated to a very special friend and to the deeply felt
hope that they are doing more than ‘just holding on’.)
123, swing
123, swing
123, swing
swing from the chandelier
fly like a bird
forget everything
until morning light’s heard
and nothing exists.
123, feel my love
123, feel my love
123, feel my love
let your tears dry on the air
there is no shame
in wanting tomorrow
to never exist;
to exit the past
and just hold on
let me be your full glass,
open your eyes... and
123, see me
123, see me
123, see me
hold out my hand
lets chandelier
until morning light’s heard.
Aztec Warrior 8.26.15
https://youtu.be/2vjPBrBU-TM
(Note: Inspired by the Sia song “Chandelier”. I utilized the ideas
and some of the words to express an answer of sorts to this song.
This is another song where the music mesmerizes me and has added
meaning cause I understand the ‘shame’ when the morning sun comes up.
This poem is also dedicated to a very special friend and to the deeply felt
hope that they are doing more than ‘just holding on’.)