On the radio makes me think of you
Every couple I see makes me think of what we had
Every ding of my phone makes me run
Thinking it's you
Every memory from Snapchat making
Me miss our adventures
I keep getting reminders about us like a calendar
Is it the same for you? Or am I just a torn out chapter in your life

Of a shy little girl named G
Shy and quiet she worked in the dark
As time went on she earned her title
Queen of Fixing hearts
She used her heart to mend those who
Did not deserve to be fixed

But there was a catch
These hearts she tried fixing were poisoned
Slowly hurting her heart as she tried fixing others

Heartbreak and pain time after time
Until finally someone caught her eye
A shining light in the darkness
Now it was her hearts time to be fixed

After so many heartbreaks and darkness
The Queen lost her title of Fixing hearts
Now she is the Queen to her King
The happiest of endings to the most deserving

Someone you want to get to know them more
When you tried once already?
When you saw their shy smile from afar
When you tried to talk to them just as you are now?
But once it died out what's to change now?
You wished for her happiness and now she's fallen low
How do you you tell her you just want hang out watch a movie and hold her in your arms and show her everything will be ok?
How do you tell someone you've liked them when they probably don't care?

How do you stay friends?
After the breakup when hearts are destroyed
And dated most of of the time knowing each other?
I want to be friends I do
But everytime we talk a tiny chip comes loose
I don't want to let you loose but how do you lose the awkwardness?

Usually when it happens I'm upset
I fall apart and I'm crushed for a bit
Not after this time though

I just feel numb when I'm alone
Not really caring about anything much
Less myself

It's scary but I don't know what to do to get rid of this

Numbness