laughing away
until am water

snowing
on me, and i was warm...


turned into snow
and traveled the sky's

fell on a tree
and sleept endlessly

until the moon
and sun kissed

dandruff is causing sores on my scalp
but i think the sores are you

Though your eyes are a bright, rare, cool blue
There are wonderful things to be seen there too
So many wonderful things in your big smiling eyes
A world with an ocean where all is Golden in the Sky

It is 2010

A man hung himself at Chestnut today
To ease the pain

My grey jacket sympathizes with him
its sleeves like arms letting go for dear life

Waiting
Standing
on a pillow of thin air
Coming home

I lay in bed and i hear the rain
coming down on  my window pane.
it sounds so peaceful and calm.
But memories come back haunting
me more and more..
So send for an angel to watch
over me while i sleep.
Keep all the doors and windows locked
so his soul wont bother me.
he'll knock and shout open the door please.
His voice is so sweet but mean.
i'll crawl under my covers as he beats
once he's in i'll scream. He hovers over me
just when he's about to make his move
i awaken from my dream.
Nightmares the scare i cannot bare
save me from despair.

I can't help but feel
Like this rain
Is foreshadowing something
And to be honest
I'm really not looking forward
To having this conversation

But maybe,
Though all my life's goals
Contradict this idea,
Metaphor in the real world
Can't really stand
As much as I'd like to think

Maybe this time the sun
Is still shining above the clouds
And I can be happy
Despite how this conversation goes