The way you're trying to erase me
Only tells me
That you're still utterly terrified
At how much you love me

They tell me that she's dumb
They tell me I'm much prettier
I spew hateful words about a girl I've never met
And a boy a I used to love

But the truth is
None of it makes me feel any better
Because it doesn't bring you back
It will never make you mine again

Her broken heart fell into a slumber
Her body never wanted to wake it up from

I have gone through
Hell
Broken hearts
And loneliness so potent I almost didn't survive

But the bravest thing I ever did was
*write about it

Being in love with my day dreams
Is much easier
Than being in love with someone
Because while my body may yearn to be held in another's arms
My heart will never have to feel disappointed again

I will continue to write
Until all the world knows you
As just a stupid, silly boy
Who broke the most loving heart

I will not stop
Until all my words engulf the person you are
With the person you were to me

You broke my heart when you left
I broke my own heart by loving you every day since