Fine.

If you want simple, easy, and comfortable
Then I will walk away right now.

But you know that we're not made for easy
You and I were made for hard, complicated, and confusing.

I am a fighter
And if you let me I will fight for you
But love has taught me there is no winning someone who's already decided the battle is lost.

So tell me now
Because "goodbye" is said too often when I'm with you.

I kissed everyone but the one I wanted to,

You.

I guess we will always be complicated
You'll always be the one person I can never figure out
I'll always be the girl you can never fully let go of

So my dreams will always be the place where I can fall asleep next to you
Knowing there's nothing complicated about the depth with which you love me

How blessed I am to have lost you
How lucky I am to have had my heart broken by you

Because in losing you
I was given the greatest gift

I found myself
Pure
Magnificent
And worthy of so much more

Sometimes I wish you had left me unkissed
So I could have just spent forever imagining how you taste
The curves of your chest
How special you made me feel when you looked at me

But you did kiss me
And I still feel your fingers tracing my lips
How strong your hands were when they grabbed my hips
There's no imagining it because I felt it all

The scars on my heart prove that I felt it
My broken heart is the only proof I have left of us

I want you to be happy
Even if happy isn't me
I'm still happy for you