I guess we will always be complicated
You'll always be the one person I can never figure out
I'll always be the girl you can never fully let go of

So my dreams will always be the place where I can fall asleep next to you
Knowing there's nothing complicated about the depth with which you love me

How blessed I am to have lost you
How lucky I am to have had my heart broken by you

Because in losing you
I was given the greatest gift

I found myself
Pure
Magnificent
And worthy of so much more

Sometimes I wish you had left me unkissed
So I could have just spent forever imagining how you taste
The curves of your chest
How special you made me feel when you looked at me

But you did kiss me
And I still feel your fingers tracing my lips
How strong your hands were when they grabbed my hips
There's no imagining it because I felt it all

The scars on my heart prove that I felt it
My broken heart is the only proof I have left of us

I want you to be happy
Even if happy isn't me
I'm still happy for you

"You seem... different."

*"People change. You taught me that."

I don't know
I don't know what I feel for you

All I know is being around you makes me want to be a better person
And the bad days don't feel as hard when you're smiling at me

I gave you all my love
I threw myself in with no reserves
Everything you were,
Both good and bad
I loved without strings or requirements

I gave you all my love
And you can't say the same
That's why I know peace

But love for you will become and endless chasing game
You'll seek my ghost in every girl
But I won't be found
You'll never be able to erase the mistake
Of not giving us your all