There is silence where my heart once thundered. And all the screams have turned to whispers.

I carry.
I carry care.

I take it with me
Everywhere.

It's as heavy
As the air between

The feathers of a baby
Bird that finally

Lets itself
Fly.

I carry.
I carry love.

Always free.
Always above

Fear.
I carry care.

*Meet me
There.

Oh my beloved
being of heavens
i am all but a speck
in your splendor
my love though,
has no bounds.
with you
i lose me,to find me
with-out
i lose hope and life
seize to exist.
my love
my struggle persists

when every night
i envy the moon
as she follows you
ever so precisely
i ignore in my longing
until she reflects  
your glory, so completely
mesmerised
i move at her whim
with all my being.
i envy the clouds
as they hover
blocking my view
closer to you
than i will ever be
until they share your love
from oceans afar
intoxicated
i dance with mystic tunes
with all my heart.

when you arrive
over the trees
i just absorb
as much of you
perhaps to hold for ever
and for those moments
i forget
the mischievous clouds
the flirting moon
for those moments
my love
i exist, i live, i shine
for those moments
i feel, i perish
to become you
with all my soul.

Replacing skin for fur,
That groan becomes a growl.
Those teeth to fangs.
Hands and feet to paws.

Morphing in the moonlight,
I strive to desire.
As White wolf,
I am apart of the moon.

I feel her sadness,
As she stares down at Mother Earth,
Her mind unwilling.
To desire him.

A howl escapes my jowls,
As one responds.
So loud and close,
I have caught my find.

Pounding into the earth,
I struggle to run faster.
Beyond the grove,
Is a male adolescent.

I wish to meet him..
I can almost smell his scent...