it was him and it was me
the two of us sitting
on that bench there watching
the waves as they crashed against
the wall that protected us feeling
safe against the world everything
in place nothing to say but
i love you

my shirt soaked, right out of the wash
my face stained, the ink running from his words
my nails bleeding, chewed off like a barbie's head
my voice gone, taken by a witch's curse

he's made me cry more than my bath holds
i've wasted so much money on reapplying mascara
there's no point in getting manicures anymore
the screaming and crying has left me speechless

who am i?
i mean really
my words
my actions
what do they mean?
the way i dress
what does that say?
make a phrase
a sentence
a word
im begging you
tell me
who am i?

verse

Distant memories feel like dreams
Thoughts of back then put me to sleep
My old friends, the stars who look down
Have even forgotten I still exist now
Can I forget i still exist now?
Can we just go on existing now?

Pre Chorus

I don’t care who sees or stares at me
I just want someone who’s there for me
Someone who will stop and stare
Not look away and doesn’t care

Chorus

This stupid town can go **** itself now
These ******* people can go away now
I just want to watch the stars
And greet them as old friends
On the hood my mom’s car
But i’ve seen how it ends