he wants to show me his city i want to show him mine i'll take you all around town then you could go downtown
i don't want to wait too long i'm falling in love with who i think you are this is around about the time when their incorrect ambiguous direction of thought, changes your perspective of them
it gets you that feeling of wanting to be in solitude forever i tried it out and it is soul *******
i'm thinking it is not for me getting back up from within the dark dusty cold twisted corners of my mind; became rather difficult.
i hate that i fell i hate that my mindset suggests i'm dead i hate that out of all things my mind will be the death of me
You keep asking what I want But do you really want to know? I want the stars in the skies I want the stars in your eyes I want the thoughts you push through your mind that help you not to cry. I want you. I don't want you. I want to do Something that makes you see I'm not the person that you see The person that I ought to be And these are the thoughts I push through my mind that help me try to cry On the nights I feel I deserve it. I want you, I need you, I long for you, have to have you. I don't want you. "I love you" are the words silently whispered to his neck But suddenly my arms are wrapped around your chest instead Lulling you to sleep Forcing me to try to speak All these words to you because You want to know, don't want to know I want you. I don't want you.
wake up in the morning sighing today i'll have a good day today i'm gonna be happy but the thing i can't get across is the sighing. i don't say it like i really want it even though i really do being sad 24/7 is starting to take a toll on my body. and you! you! you! you! why do i ******* miss you so much when all you did was **** me and hurt me when all you did was say you love me just to touch me and why the hell did i fall for that? i still don't know the answer. you throw our glass in the air and it smashes on the floor and you think you can just take tape and make it okay again by saying how good you'll make me feel or how dumb you are for letting me go. why are you realizing this now? if you really felt this way, you would've confronted me with your worries so we can work them out together as a **** couple but instead you decided that one mistake and i was done for even though i forgave you so many times i gave you so many ******* chances way too many i only heard one small thank you that probably wasn't even sincere. so i'm done asking nicely. get the **** out of my head. stop trying to come back because right now i am too weak to push you away i loved our memories i loved your lies this sickening disease is killing me.
We were misfits the neglected ******* of a backwards world that rejected us not because we were sick demented or dangerous but because we didn't prescribe to a preconceived notion of what a functioning citizen was.
Not rotten enough to spoil behind the bars of a prison just competent enough to work menial jobs and drown our sorrows at the corner pub.
We swallowed this hard truth the same way we drank our shots with no chaser and at times it burnt maybe even made us tear up but we never let it beat us (too strong for that)
We were beautiful resilient beasts that could carry the weight of the world upon our shoulders and it was heavy but we would tell ourselves "doesn't every world need an atlas?" so we went on holding up the sky when no one asked it of us.