that oh so familiar taste is in my mouth again
caused by someone i was told to trust
hate from both women and men
causing my soul to rust

Heart crushed, head cracked
all of this for what?
i get attacked
cause your girl did what

with me? oh yea nothing
so time to fight, time to taste blood
this time i'm not holding back
this time your gonna feel my attack

while bust your lip,
crack your ribs
slit your wrists
and let you ******* fist

for every time you
or others, have made me taste
that salty metallic liquid
blood

I will relinquish me fear
In exchange for your heart
I will cherish and preserve it for as long as I can
My heart will stray
I apologize
I  am ready for my retribution

Pain is just a simple compromise...
To get what we want out of it
Catharsis
Beauty in misery
Anticipation
Anxiety at it finest..
Life
Not what you gather
But what you *scatter

Booming thunder adds to lightning's ferocity
Howling winds cry out
Wandering souls, yearning to rest their aching spirits
Golden leaves hold on to their branches for dear life
Rain pours, washing, cleansing, purifying
This beauty I live for

**** my desire
To escape the unknown
To relinquish my fear
Hold me tightly and keep me warm
Kiss me sweetly and take home
Tighten the knots in my stomach
Ease the trouble on my mind
Take me on a journey
Ill be your's
You'll be mine

i am losing my mind
my sanity i cannot find
my brain i did not bring
i can't feel anything

what is wrong with me
why am i not free
your out of my life, i still can't breathe
i think i need to leave

this place, this home?
i lost my tome
my book
i cannot look

for because it seems that I
need to go to a corner and die

i am losing my mind
my sanity i cannot find
my brain i did not bring
i can't feel anything

He is the sunshine floatin' down
Feel him on my face when there's no clouds
He keeps warm, safe and sound
Rainy days can't hurt me now