i love you
but not the way you want me to

I'm sorry I didn't mean for it to be so confusing

i could blame it on you
you know im a player

but I shouldn't

I know it's my fault

but when I think about loving you the way you want me to

it feels wrong

is that what you want?
me to lie to you about the way you make me feel?

maybe you do
because I like to see you happy and I don't want to see you sad.

so maybe that's why I am

all I want is to make you smile

your smile helps me find tranquility

hearing your voice has the same effect

but
sometimes I think what if I can't

what if after everything I can't make you happy

I can't make you smile

but I want to
because that's what you make me do

i sometimes think about you

a lot
but other times I forget

and those are the times I have bad dreams

and when I can't fall asleep

I'll replace you with meaningless things and thoughts

but once you're back nothing else matters
but you

the sweet things you say to me keep me up at night

I can't sleep

because I can't stop my mouth from curving upwards

I can't concentrate because I'm to lost in flattery

and
I never can find the words to say back because they wouldn't compare to yours

a kiss

it's simple really

two lips touching

although it can be complex

just talking about it makes my feelings twist 

but it depends on who with.

with you it would be complex because it would mean something 

but with someone else it would be simple, just two lips touching

I suppose we will figure out the full complexity when we do