I'm scared that if he
Knows I cry
Most of the nights
He won't love me the same

He would look at me different

He'll think
I'm  too  weak
I'm  too broken
I'm  too sensitive
I'm  too depressed
I'm  too destructive

He'll think
I'm not the person he thought I was
That I'm everything but happy

& truly
I am
(Broken, Sensitive, & Depressed)
I just need time to heal
I need time to learn how to love myself
Step by Step

& just the thought that he might leave hurts
*& that scares me

I'm dripping blood.
you don't see it.
I can't stop this bleeding.
It hurts
I'm a **** up.
I'm a *******
I'm a bad soul.
I'm worthless.
Please don't give up.
I'm sorry.
You ask me what should you do.
I say.
Stay. No matter how hard it gets. Fight for me stand here with me. I hate the person that's inside of me.
But you bring the best out of me.
I'm scared.
Can't you see.
sighs
You are everything I want.

God if you're out there
Could you show me a sign.
is there purpose to life.
cause I'm tired of tryin
It's hard to stand tall
When you're forced to fall..
Give me something ...
Something to fight for..
Open a few doors
Pick me up off this cold floor..

So god if your out there...
Just give me a sign.
Allow me to see
Cause I've been so blind.
What am I here for?
Let me show you more.
I'm sure I can be
What you made me believe,
Was perfect... Perfect and flawed.

I told her I didn't know what to say..
She told me then I shouldn't say anything. We sat in complete silence ... But we said so much...

I listened to her heart break. I felt mine cry for help.

The walls are caving in..
There's not much more I can Take.
The anxiety is taking over..
All these feelings I can't fake.
I like you a lot.. But I guess now it's too late.
I'll repeat that as my heart breaks