Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
samuel hdz Feb 2013
Still up
A little drunk and...
Words on the mind
I want more time
Less stress
More strenght and...
Anything i can call mine

So ponder
Plan
Plot and...
Scheme

Ill find it...
One day
One night
Till now, just a dream...
samuel hdz Jan 2013
I want to spill my hear,but I won't.
Tell you that you have been felt, I don't.
I want you completely.
Yet your sould belongs another.
Unworthy in my eyes is he.
So these emotions remain locked up in my heart.

There is no need to understand.
To break into your atmosphere would tear me apart.
It is the fear to die once again that I can't stand.
I'd rather walk alone complete, than to walk this earth a broken man.

Just ask of me and you shall reicieve, but if not I'll stay firmly planted as your aquaintance.
Believe that I am comsumed by your essence.
My star brightens, the time you're present.
Lost in your eyes I have become.

There are those crippling emotions that make this flesh weak.

A future with you should be left at the bottom of this ocean,
Never to be seeked.
samuel hdz Jan 2013
When.....
Destruction runs through these veins.
And....
This heart beats with rage.
How...
These joints bend with frustration.
Even...
The marrow in my bones is infused with anger.
Super hero syndrome....

I AM A VILLAIN TO THE CORE.
samuel hdz Jan 2013
The battle is fearse!
My armor is depleating...
Bend but never break!
samuel hdz Dec 2012
Another chance to make things right. 12 more months to grow and show some progress. Maybe this year ill apply myself, maybe this year ill catch my stride. I have laid down my foundation for far too long. Greatness doesnt seem to be as far as it once was but yet againg it never has. I have a startegy, now its time to put the pieces in motion. I want so many things by this time next year. So tonight i will indulge in food, *******, drinks and beer. Cause tomorrow they will all be held as a distraction in my quest for greatness. No more ******* its time to start shifting gears.
samuel hdz Dec 2012
Take them, because they do me more harm than good. They're yours because another drunken night thinking of you I canot bare. Remebering what we had only makes the pain grow. Please come when I am sleeping a reclaim everything you ever engraved in this mind. Wype your face, your smile, your eyes. All the promises that were made and that you couldn't keep.
samuel hdz Dec 2012
This is what I do.
Why think that I am better?
Born to **** **** up!
Next page