I'm stuck
I've been delayed
something is wrong
I can't keep pace
with the games they play
with the choruses song
with the people of this place
I am stuck
and I have been left behind

it is a word you say
when you're leaving or away
it can be sad
or the opposite of bad

you see the word 'goodbye'
why is it a combination of the two words
good and bye?
i wish i had the knowledge why

but anyway

goodbye my friends
i havent been a good one
but i did try
though soon i realised
that i probably shouldn't have been
why should i -----
but what is the word you put there?
is it care or try
or is it seeking attention or just mere impression

but whatever

i apologise for everything
i really am
i envy you all
all of you are beautiful without doubt
people who be themselves
and dont change for others
are beautiful
and i envy them
you

anyway my point is
do not change for others
though i highly doubt you will
because you are probably laughing at this ****** piece of work
but whatever right

im saying goodbye
without knowing how
and ended up with this
i bid my goodbyes without saying them
cos thats exactly what i had planned in mind

it was a nice roller coaster meeting you guys
you beautiful crazies

I find myself lost at times.
However, not lost enough to say that I cannot be saved.
Some say that there is no hope for me
and I believe so myself
But sometimes I think I am just RANTING
Oh, yes, I am so angry
but not angry enough.
My heart longs for pure liquid love.
Jesus, if I could only take a dose
and rip off the red strands of hair
because they symbolize the devil and nothing else.