Time heals all wounds
But I don't ever want to be
Healed from you

I want your wounds
Deep in my flesh
Your name on my breath
Your hands in my dreams
And your face in my nightmares
I'd rather be haunted by you
Than forget you
Rather live in sweet agony
Remembering trembling
And shallow breathing
Yearning and hopelessness
Home in your arms
I'd rather die a thousand times
Than forget this

Your shirt is on my
   Pillow but I just cry cuz
        It has no heartbeat.

I tend to sit still alone in my room
Certain nights
The feeling of being unloved comes to me
Am I really not loved by anybody
I take strolls in the middle of the night
Who cares when I'm gone
What am I really doing?
I take steps out of my body
I travel to a different part of my body
I try to embrace it
Maybe it is something worth loving
Maybe I am worth loving

Fingers through my hair, running down my face.
Who have I become? Not a trace
Of who I intended to be in the first place.

When did I decide it was okay
Not to stand my ground, let myself decay
And welcome sadness in, let it stay?

I've really gotta learn to to love myself.
Put self-hatred down, leave it on a shelf.
Never let it weigh me down again.

He carries me away and we sync.
I am in love.
With the way he moves, his purity, his honesty.
I am in love
With the partnership, the trust, and the power.
In him is a reflection of myself.
An image of the soul at its deepest.
He's the one presence I could never live without.
The true love of my life
The horse.