she didn't want to be the grenade
within someone elses parade.

how it ends
is when the
bends are too
short to extend

her name was Chelsea
she was pretty healthy
until she disliked her belly
she stopped eating at the deli

one day she was found palely
because she starved herself daily
she was insanely faintly
until she passed out gently
everyone became friendly


she fell deathly sick
she was never fixed
as she held on to her crucifix
and whispered song lyrics
she died during the eclipse.

he's a disaster
as she tries to
go after him
but something
tells him he'll
have more
scars on
his skin
if he lets
her in

shes takes a nervous glance at him
he seems to sing a hymn of her heart
but what she doesn't know is he'll just tear it apart

his words left her so fragile
in this horrible world
she got curled up
into her mind
and it caused
her to go blind

all he wants is ***
to see his ex get
jealous then
i'll just be a
reject.

she's wrapped herself up in books
so she wouldn't have to worry about looks
he took one look and he was hooked on her
then she predict that he'd break her heart
so she took one last look and off she went.

she fell although
she didn't know
that he'd grow
on someone else
he didn't know
she'd have a gun
to her temple.

she's wakes up in the morning
with a thousand thoughts swarming
as she's yawning and overcoming
the bad thoughts becoming dreams.

there's been a tornado
in her mind it reminds
her about everything
behind them finding
her standing on a
chair with a rope
around her neck

she's tries to hard
to get your attention
but you don't even mention
her when people ask what you've
been doing she just wishes you had
a connection and you gave her affection.

your sleeping on the couch
as I wonder what would happen
if we were to get engaged maybe
I'd get too attached as you left so many
scratches on my heart and you un latched
me from you and went to find another catch.

yellow skies and blue cries
as she looks down at her thighs
she tries to think why shes still alive
she sees everyone else thrive
but struggles as tears roll
out of her eyes