You imagined this for years
And now you are almost there
You can see that future ahead of you
You can see yourself doing great things
With the people you love
It's just right there
Just a few more steps

The strongest love is silent
But strong enough to avenge
After all,
how could you be a man
if you didn't avenge the ones you love?
You deserve shame and death if you let it go
Some things cannot be let go

You were once a coward
Living in fear of the beast

And now
You have become the beastrider

Become the dark
Become what you fear the most
And you might just see the light

Only the brave are capable of caring
The coward cares only for himself
Living in fear behind a wall of lies
Fooling the world and himself

The brave speak and do from the heart
They know that in the end everyone must die

The brave lives for love
And the coward lives for money

Everyone, everything has to die
the love you thought was permanent and unbreakable
will break and end you

Someone you loved
They broke you
In turn you broke me
But I still love you
Forever
One has to pay the price
Of hurting
Destroying
The pure and innocent
For my gem I promise
To end the one who broke you

You can never be mended
This is the best it gets
You will always be broken
A ****** with a straight face
A heart that leaks everywhere
A body struggling to keep with the mind

With a smile on your face
You pretend it's alright
The world believes
Until the memory of her arrives
To remind your broken existence again

You were a chaser
A loser for love
Then you fell
No one came
You reached out to God
He said "I was waiting for you to call for me"
Then you cried forever

They want women
They chase money
They worship status
But you just want love
Family and children
Horses to ride
Mountains to view

No one can hear your cries
Stop the whining of loneliness
Stop sharing your painful feelings

Killing is all you can do
**** the lover and become a winner

The weak run to love for cover
And are consumed and ended by it

Stop your crying
Prepare for the ****

Play the game
without fear of failure
ready to die
It's the only way
you will become the one daddy
The daddy she wants
The daddy the world needs

There’s so much hurt
So much anger
Madness
The destruction
You gonna dance till the end now

When the pain is too much
And you can't move or think anymore
When your love broke you and never looked back
And you hear the end calling
There is one thing to do now
The only thing you can do
The one thing that makes sense
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You chose to live in the dark
You wanted to reach the bottom of the pit
You wanted to know what laid down there
You thought you would see light at the bottom
But a part of you was also ready to die there
And now you don't fear death
Now there is just you and the time that is left
And the wrongs to be righted

I have made up my mind
To die running on the street
To be swept away by the snow
Tucked forever under the trees

Tossed and thrown onto its shores,
the sea of love abandoned him for dry,
taking with her his hunger and senses,

Wanting not to remember,
he looked up at the world and begged

'Give me all your work,
I will be your man,
Your unbreakable rock,
Your maker and destroyer of worlds'

Do what is right
do what needs to be done
then you die with a smile

You want to be like your father
You don't want to be like your father
In between is your true self

When I kissed you
at first you pulled away

I leaned some more
Before you could pull away again

And I felt your shyness enter me
Take control of me
Saying this is a love so pure
The sound of which you made
Upon our first touch

I come to you Lord
After having destroyed everything
I committed the greatest sin of destroying myself
Send me your command
I am yours forever

There is no going back
You broke everything
You blamed others
But the truth comes at night
When all is silent you can hear it
There is only forward
There is only fixing
And prayer to the Lord

Everyday and every night
You stick to your purpose
To drown out the loneliness
When the night arrives
You can’t sleep
Because **** is all ****** up

You will never be happy again
Never love again
But you can be brave
Live and die with courage
In the service of God

In your sleepless night
It seems hopeless
Fear and vice come crawling
You want to **** yourself
Then you remember
God is with you
He got you this far
He is listening and watching
He decides your death
But you decide if you die a coward
Or as the Hand of God

Cowards turn to other men for help
The Hero of the world only needs God
He feels no joy, no pain, no fear, no guilt, no regret
Only the Love of God
Shines through him to save the world

You took on the beast inside you

And by doing so

You became the hero of the world

The world sees you as a champion

But you know better

You know what you are

You know what you did

There is no going back

There is only hero now

Fighting the fear inside you

Failing over and over again

Until you have no fear of failure

No fear of dying

So you can become the ideal waiting at the end of your life

The world beat him
kicked him on the streets
Not even a chance to get back
Not a chance to even say a word

She watched
She smiled
Wipe that smirk off him!
Let's end him!

Thrown into the sea by the people he loved
Tossed around by the great waves
Struggling for a breathe
At last he reaches ashore

Give me all your work!
He yells to the world
I am the destroyer of worlds
The survivor of death
I will be your man

And so the hero awakens

You want to taste her
Consume her
You think of her
You want her everyday
Because...
In a world of machines
She makes you human again

You wanted her
Now you are hurting
Her words, each a razor sharp cut
Killed your dream within minutes
With nothing to say
You stood and watched the slaughter
Just pain, all ****** up
Vomiting sliced up parts of your dream on the street
As you saw her walk away

You're gonna ****
You were once kind and loving
But now you see what they did
You see their truth
They hurt your true love
You're gonna ****
Without fail
You're gonna ****
Quietly when no one is watching

She loved you
because you were so free and wild
so unafraid to die
so above the game

What is more important than love?
To realize it will **** you.

You were so broken
You couldn't even see that she loved you
Now that God has shown you the light
At least you will die knowing the truth

No one loves you
No one wants you
Where do you go now?
Maybe a place with a different language

There was love once
But it seems so distant

In this place love died
Lovers who came here all died
And now it's your turn

She just wanted your love
To live her happy dream with you
But you rejected her love
You abandoned your father and mother
Until you were alone
In total darkness
God spoke to you
He commanded you
The path forward is clear now
God commands you to love

Love escapes you
As you desire it

When the solitude has all but killed you
Love knocks on the door

Breathes a little life into you
And then gone again

I missed you in the summer evening
I waited for the face of the moon
Wondering if it would be yours
If she would give me a direction

Then I remembered you had sent me away
To never be in love again
To a place of no touch
Except for your love that will return myself to me

When the end comes

It will take my body away

But the soul I have hidden

In the love of your shyness

To die with the end of your love

Never again will you be afraid
Never again will you forget
That it is only God who gives
and only God who takes

You will be brave
You will love
You will obey God

You were afraid of the night
Now it’s just another part of the day
Where you miss her
Wonder about what you did
Toss and turn
You can’t forget her smile
Until the sun comes out
And you’re mad again

Comes a point
Where no one will listen
No one will care
At that point it's just you
And the inner self

This is when you are fully conscious
Fully aware of the inner
Your final partner
Your everlasting listener
To help you step into the new world

You wanna be normal
Fit in and be happy
Have a family photo on the wall
Love in your life
But you can’t
Because ******* up the ***** comes first

You don’t have to be sad
That was Before
Now
You are brave
Alive only
Because God wants you to live and love

For years I numbed myself
With drugs again and again
While watching you with another man
Not accepting the truth
Not trying to win you
Just numbing
In my numbness my fight for you came out toxic
You hated me even more
And I became more numb

i saw you on monday

we spoke on tuesday

we laughed on wednesday

on thursday i wondered about you

on friday i missed you

in a speechless distant way

until we kissed on saturday

and we were each others again

When they find you dead on the street
You're gonna have a smile on your face
Because you surrendered to love
And died without regrets

That song of ours
Pulls me out of reality
A feeling happy and sad the same time
A tear begins to roll
Holding in it the memory of that day
That day this song became ours
That day I realized
How much I love you and missed you
But only I know this
If I told anyone
I can't... no one can know
That this is our song

Back and forth
From one end of the pool to the other
Pointless to stop
As you lap away

Back and forth
Between a love gone wrong
Between two fighters still in love

You are my light
My ping pong child

Don't cry
Don't run to mother and father
Don't beg the world
Be brave
Recite these words
"Help me God"