You will never be happy again
Never love again
But you can be brave
Live and die with courage
In the service of God

There’s so much hurt
So much anger
Madness
The destruction
You gonna dance till the end now

I have made up my mind
To die running on the street
To be swept away by the snow
Tucked forever under the trees

God wants you to live
So live with purpose
Obliterate what stands in your way
Because God is with you

When the pain is too much
And you can't move or think anymore
When your love broke you and never looked back
And you hear the end calling
There is one thing to do now
The only thing you can do
The one thing that makes sense
--------------> Dance <-------------

For years I numbed myself
With drugs again and again
While watching you with another man
Not accepting the truth
Not trying to win you
Just numbing
In my numbness my fight for you came out toxic
You hated me even more
And I became more numb

You wanna be normal
Fit in and be happy
Have a family photo on the wall
Love in your life
But you can’t
Because ******* up the ***** comes first

Everyday and every night
You stick to your purpose
To drown out the loneliness
When the night arrives
You can’t sleep
Because **** is all ****** up

You're gonna ****
You were once kind and loving
But now you see what they did
You see their truth
They hurt your true love
You're gonna ****
Without fail
You're gonna ****
Quietly when no one is watching

Build a machine to destroy the world
Because it hurts
You don’t know how to fix the pain
The one in you and the one you made
Better to make the terminator
Because that’s how you roll

Where did it go?
She took it with her
You let her go
Because you were a coward
But now
You yearn the taste of blood

You were afraid of the night
Now it’s just another part of the day
Where you miss her
Wonder about what you did
Toss and turn
You can’t forget her smile
Until the sun comes out
And you’re mad again

You were always a killer
But lived in fear of yourself
Doubted yourself for years
Now that you have seen the truth of the world
You can be yourself
**** in silence
With a smile
With kind words
With slow movement
No one will ever know
That you are the killer

You want to taste her
Consume her
You think of her
You want her everyday
Because...
In a world of machines
She makes you human again

Play the game
without fear of failure
ready to die
It's the only way
you will become the one daddy
The daddy she wants
The daddy the world needs

You thought about her
You would see her photos and wonder
Then one day she melted in your arms
Time was little
But you got what you wanted
The taste of her

You wanted her
Now you are hurting
Her words, each a razor sharp cut
Killed your dream within minutes
With nothing to say
You stood and watched the slaughter
Just pain, all ****** up
Vomiting sliced up parts of your dream on the street
As you saw her walk away

She loved you
because you were so free and wild
so unafraid to die
so above the game

Do what is right
do what needs to be done
then you die with a smile

Everyone, everything has to die
the love you thought was permanent and unbreakable
will break and end you

When they find you dead on the street
You're gonna have a smile on your face
Because you surrendered to love
And died without regrets

You were waiting for this day
Now just a few steps away
You stop to look around
This is the place between death and life
Between the end and new
You're gonna wait here a bit
Wondering if this is really happening
In fear that your next step will end the dream
That maybe this is all false
That you died a long time ago
And this is just the after dream of your soul

Someone you loved
They broke you
In turn you broke me
But I still love you
Forever
One has to pay the price
Of hurting
Destroying
The pure and innocent
For my gem I promise
To end the one who broke you

That song of ours
Pulls me out of reality
A feeling happy and sad the same time
A tear begins to roll
Holding in it the memory of that day
That day this song became ours
That day I realized
How much I love you and missed you
But only I know this
If I told anyone
I can't... no one can know
That this is our song

You chose to live in the dark
You wanted to reach the bottom of the pit
You wanted to know what laid down there
You thought you would see light at the bottom
But a part of you was also ready to die there
And now you don't fear death
Now there is just you and the time that is left
And the wrongs to be righted

The strongest love is silent
But strong enough to avenge
After all,
how could you be a man
if you didn't avenge the ones you love?
You deserve shame and death if you let it go
Some things cannot be let go

You imagined this for years
And now you are almost there
You can see that future ahead of you
You can see yourself doing great things
With the people you love
It's just right there
Just a few more steps

The songs we listened to on the beach
Remind me of you each time
I can't listen to them anymore without you
If we heard all the songs ever made together
I would have no music without you
Surely that would be my end

What is more important than love?
To realize it will **** you.

Unfuck your *****
When the moment arrives you pounce on it
You weren't waiting for it
But when it arrives you know this is it
You unfuck your ****
Unroll a series of new memories
To replace the old ones

You want to be like your father
You don't want to be like your father
In between is your true self

Comes a point
Where no one will listen
No one will care
At that point it's just you
And the inner self

This is when you are fully conscious
Fully aware of the inner
Your final partner
Your everlasting listener
To help you step into the new world

Become the dark
Become what you fear the most
And you might just see the light

Everyone has to die
I’m just glad I’ll die without regrets

Only the brave are capable of caring
The coward cares only for himself
Living in fear behind a wall of lies
Fooling the world and himself

The brave speak and do from the heart
They know that in the end everyone must die

The brave lives for love
And the coward lives for money

There is nothing left but to run
Towards your end, as fast as you can
Wave to a few people on the way
They wave and smile but don't know what you did
Don't know who you are

To them you are just a runner
You feel no pain
They wonder how you can do it
Maybe you already died
Because you wished you died, you wished it so many times

That now you have been running for infinity
Running after your death towards an end that will never arrive

You were once a coward
Living in fear of the beast

And now
You have become the beastrider

You took on the beast inside you

And by doing so

You became the hero of the world

The world sees you as a champion

But you know better

You know what you are

You know what you did

There is no going back

There is only hero now

Fighting the fear inside you

Failing over and over again

Until you have no fear of failure

No fear of dying

So you can become the ideal waiting at the end of your life

Because you mean so much to me

I couldn't stand what I did to you
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't live
I couldn't eat

And so I killed myself

Now I'm a killer
I feel nothing

I am the destroyer
The fighter ready to repel his end

Because you mean so much to me
I ended the coward

You were waiting for your end

Listening to the knocks on your door

Now they have broken the gate

Love has made it way in

And brought the world with it

Where will you run to now?

Will it be the same again?
What will I do to you?

I can't answer this

Toss me back and forth for now

A simple life with a simple purpose

Keeps me away from destroying

Back and forth
From one end of the pool to the other
Pointless to stop
As you lap away

Back and forth
Between a love gone wrong
Between two fighters still in love

You are my light
My ping pong child

What broke you
is the same that made you

The knife that cut you
Also cut the hedges blocking your view

Bleeding and on the verge of your end
The light showed you a way

And so pick up the knife that will end you
To cut out the future from today

No one can hear your cries
Stop the whining of loneliness
Stop sharing your painful feelings

Killing is all you can do
**** the lover and become a winner

The weak run to love for cover
And are consumed and ended by it

Stop your crying
Prepare for the ****

The truest love, most dear to you
The feelings when you imagine their smile
When you remember their words
Are too special to be spoken
Can never be shared with anyone
Because what would happen if you did?
What would happen if it turned out to be a lie?

You can never be mended
This is the best it gets
You will always be broken
A ****** with a straight face
A heart that leaks everywhere
A body struggling to keep with the mind

With a smile on your face
You pretend it's alright
The world believes
Until the memory of her arrives
To remind your broken existence again

The world beat him
kicked him on the streets
Not even a chance to get back
Not a chance to even say a word

She watched
She smiled
Wipe that smirk off him!
Let's end him!

Thrown into the sea by the people he loved
Tossed around by the great waves
Struggling for a breathe
At last he reaches ashore

Give me all your work!
He yells to the world
I am the destroyer of worlds
The survivor of death
I will be your man

And so the hero awakens

I wait, wait for you to say anything
So I can remind you of what you did
Ask you how you feel about it
If you enjoyed killing me
If you bathed in my blood
Celebrated my end

Love escapes you
As you desire it

When the solitude has all but killed you
Love knocks on the door

Breathes a little life into you
And then gone again

No one loves you
No one wants you
Where do you go now?
Maybe a place with a different language

There was love once
But it seems so distant

In this place love died
Lovers who came here all died
And now it's your turn