The anger calls you The feelings of that day The regret and guilt You feel the fire rising "Why did you let it happen?" You want to destroy again Then you remember Your promise to yourself Your oath to God To never go back to the hate You will never hate again
Never forget God answered you All He wants in return Is to obey His commands To walk on the path He has laid for you You are the son of God now Alive only because He commands it
Build a machine to destroy the world Because it hurts You don’t know how to fix the pain The one in you and the one you made Better to make the terminator Because that’s how you roll
There is nothing left but to run Towards your end, as fast as you can Wave to a few people on the way They wave and smile but don't know what you did Don't know who you are
To them you are just a runner You feel no pain They wonder how you can do it Maybe you already died Because you wished you died, you wished it so many times
That now you have been running for infinity Running after your death towards an end that will never arrive
You were always a killer But lived in fear of yourself Doubted yourself for years Now that you have seen the truth of the world You can be yourself **** in silence With a smile With kind words With slow movement No one will ever know That you are the killer
You were waiting for this day Now just a few steps away You stop to look around This is the place between death and life Between the end and new You're gonna wait here a bit Wondering if this is really happening In fear that your next step will end the dream That maybe this is all false That you died a long time ago And this is just the after dream of your soul
You thought about her You would see her photos and wonder Then one day she melted in your arms Time was little But you got what you wanted The taste of her
The songs we listened to on the beach Remind me of you each time I can't listen to them anymore without you If we heard all the songs ever made together I would have no music without you Surely that would be my end
slide the edge and swish... there goes the sprouting thread, red, thin, settled as spots on my denim not so blue now on my arms of fainting red, soon to be white lifless meat to serve the waiting wild beast
You have gone too far Spent all the money Passed up all the offers You are in it now You're living the dream You are true at last Walking the Path God meant for you There is no return There is no end You will only transcend Your dream will lead you to God's Door
You wanted to become nothing To disappear and leave for good To live and die quietly Yet here you are Because God wants you to live Because you are the light the world needs
The truest love, most dear to you The feelings when you imagine their smile When you remember their words Are too special to be spoken Can never be shared with anyone Because what would happen if you did? What would happen if it turned out to be a lie?
It's true God exists He was with you all this time While you lived your vices While you rejected all the love And you lied to yourself As you abandoned the ones that needed you God was watching His messengers, his words His infinite power His will All of it is true
Unfuck your ***** When the moment arrives you pounce on it You weren't waiting for it But when it arrives you know this is it You unfuck your **** Unroll a series of new memories To replace the old ones
I wait, wait for you to say anything So I can remind you of what you did Ask you how you feel about it If you enjoyed killing me If you bathed in my blood Celebrated my end