You choose what you want to see
All the cracks in things
The grains of dirt; the dust in the room
The slits in the sheets; the clothes on the floor
You look right through me
I’m transparent
My words are air
My thoughts are water
You are king
I am nothing
          Until you want to see me

Will you not be with me
Will you not make me happy again
Will you make me miss you
Will you keep making me feel this way
How is it all those feelings aren't there anymore
How is it i want you now just like I wanted you then but never acted upon it
I thought you wouldn't leave
I thought I could keep you
I thought you'd never leave me
Will you keep making me feel this way
Will you
Will you

Confusion surrounds me like a blanket,
how did I get here?
what have I done?
who have I become?
I am not who I thought I would be.

I have heavy boots
My boots are filled with all of the things I never say
They are getting heavier with all the things I never do
Sometimes it’s just easier to wear heavy boots
At least your legs get strong