When your words sting through my heart and leave me broken
- I love you

When the distance between us feels like miles even though we're near
- I love you

When I think of how many fights we've been through
- I love you

When you can't control your anger and burst it all out
- I love you

When the volume of your voice increases and reprimands me
- I love you

When you speak of words of love  and gentleness is in your voice
- I love you  

When you make me feel the luckiest girl in the world
- I love you

When you give me hope and encouragement
- I love you

When I'm wrong and you set me right
- I love you                

When you love me
- I love you

What do I have to do
For you to hear me?
You ignore me
When I am quiet
You get angry
When I lash out.
So tell me,
What am I supposed to do?

How can you not see?
In your absence
I slowly wilt.
A flower without sunlight
Withers and dies.

Shadows stain the page
Mixing with the words
Keeping me company.
I see the silence
Gently blinding me.

I cannot hide
The streams from my eyes
It shows the pain
The unbearable ache
Of my deep loneliness.

Good morning.
Words often forgotten
Thoughts often overlooked
Messages often deleted
Because I thought
He said it before
And will continue to say it
Until we grow old.

But it stopped.
The phone stopped beeping
The voice stopped speaking
All I heard was silence
All I felt was sadness.
Have you forgotten?
Have I taken for granted?
Good night.

I had a dream.
You were lost.
Totally gone.
From me, forever.
It was so real.

That pain I felt?
I need no metaphors
No fancy words
Just bare love.
From me to you.

The world stopped
Everything felt numb
I couldn't cry
It was too much
I nearly died,too.

The sunlight startled me
I woke,gasping
Heart pounding
Breathing in relief
It was just a dream.

In the silence
I hear the sound of nothing
I see the invisible things

The blank moments
The loud static
The weird buzzing

The dark corners
The empty space
The cold sheets

In your absence
I entered a vacuum
Inhabiting an endless void

Lost in thought
Love starts to crumble
Leaving me alone

Eventually,someday.
Tomorrow,yesterday.
I will never be ready
For my heart to be broken again.

I close my eyes
And try to visualize.
The cracks and crevices
The ravines appearing on the surface.

Flesh turns to stone
Stone turns to dust
Red flood pouring forth
Blackened until no more.

Undeniably drowning
In a sea of pain
The gashes on my heart
Are worse than the ones on my wrists.

The lights dim out
I claw desperately
Fighting the darkness
Its dark laughter echoing in my ears.

I open my eyes
Vacantly, I stare.
Please, do not leave
For what existed becomes nothingness.