Blood pumping
senses pulling
anger trying to party
the need to fight for survival
bass banging in your ear
grab your weapons
your salt
your silver
and **** the monsters
the ones that aren't under your bed
it's like a seven nation army out there
and i'm gonna rip it down

A lifetime ago
when the moon was full
and I wasn't a fool
the streets would lick
the soles of my feet
as the stars winked down
my shoulders

older now
dead me's buried
under moon beams
grave stones carved
1993 - 2000
2001 - 2005
2006 - 2009
2010 - 2013
and lastly
2014 -
The last date unfinished
waiting on
this me to
become
deceased

Tell me sweet nothings
I'm yours
for the night
tell me sweet something's
I'm yours
till the end of
time

I kneel,
I fold my hands,
I close my eyes.

God, I pray,
Please don't leave me today.

I stand,
I wait,
I force myself to go on.

I've struggled today,
I feel I can't do it.

But I remember my prayers,
I know God you are still with me,
You will bring me through it.