Everyone who cared left.
The people who I loved the most
Just walked right out the door.
I've been alone for far too long now,
So much pain and anger inside.
All I want is one person
Who can help me make it out alive.
Over and over again
I tell myself I should just disappear.
Wouldn't the world be better off
With one less soul to heal?

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Outside of you
Is a typical teenage girl.
Inside of you
Is a completely different person.
Outside of you
You are happy, carefree.
Inside of you
You are sad, alone.
Outside of you
You seem so careful, so fragile.
Inside of you
You are broken into a million pieces.
Outside of you
You talk as if everything is fine.
Inside of you
You are just waiting for the pain to go away.

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I wasn't the one who walked away,
The one who said goodbye,
Never to return again;
It was you.

I wasn't the one who ended it all,
I was just the one to take the fall.
I wasn't the one who left;
It was you.

I wasn't the one who said they'd had enough,
The one who wanted to be free
And leave the other in the dust;
It was you.

I was the one who moved on,
The one who took hold of my life.
I'm not the one who wants things back;
It is you.

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I stare at you across the room,
Just sitting there.
The look on your face is peaceful,
And ever so still.

I sit here
And I think about us;
Everything we've been through.
I want to walk away,
And leave you and the memories behind.
But I know that never works
Because I've tried it a thousand times.

We swore we'd be friends until we died;
That no matter what happened
We would find our way back to each other.

I stare at you across the room,
Knowing what I have to do.
In order to move on
I have to let go of the memories
And you.

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Happiness fades to sadness,
Just as the sun fades to dark.
Alone and cold
I feel agony, hopelessness, despair.
My world that was once filled with sunshine
Is now pitch black.
The peace and serenity
Is now anger and frustration.
The love and caring
Is now hatred and bitterness.
But just as the sun fades to dark,
the dark fades to light,
And the cycle repeats itself
Yet again.

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Why can't you see
That we can never be friends?
You caused me nothing but pain
Over, and over again.

You wounded my heart;
left it crying out for help.
It still lies here broken
Waiting for someone else.

You did nothing but lie,
Played me to the very end;
But yet now you come back
And tell me you want to start again?

You always say
That I'm the only one for you;
But I'm not the only one
You are telling that to.

You made me so angry,
Angrier than I've ever been.
So now I am telling you
That this is the end.

This is not how it works,
I'm not just some toy.
I need someone who can treat me right;
And you're just a boy.

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You left me.
You walked away.
We had been through so much;
There are honestly no words I can say.
You made me so happy,
but now I'm so sad.
You made me feel different,
And I gave you everything I had.
I feel disgusted with myself
Knowing that you left me for someone else.
I thought what we had was real.
Leaving wasn't part of the deal.
I stay up at night
All alone in the dark,
Wishing I had never fallen for you
And that my world wasn't falling apart.

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