she once told me
her and a friend invited
the local jehovah's witness boys over
to try and **** them
it made me laugh
then we ******
for years
what's your type?

Wait....
That ache...
The longing...
What can this be?..
I don't even know you.....
But...
Your words have pierced my soul....
Captured my thoughts...
Awakened a fire...
Led me to where I want to be...
Can we explore ...together

you dream of me in
flowers and smiles
summer laughter and sea breeze
sighing in every word we whisper to
the sun sinking into the dark;
the world is so very
small

i dream of me even
smaller
a few feet underground
with nonsense etched into the stone
weighing me down;
will you leave me a little summer
pretty little flowers shivering
beneath the cold of the night and the
silence hanging in the air

don't you know
?
i never meant to leave you all alone

what ever you believe,
believe it passionately.
become obsessed.
do not become complacent
but forever thirsty
for knowledge.
become the expert.
let others find you bizarre
and different.
live it
through your words
and through your actions
and through the way
you spend your time.
fall in continuous love with it.