Did you ever just have a day
Where you nick yourself shaving
Just a little too closely.
Hoping its just a little too deep
And everything can end?

Did you ever have a moment
Where you fell down the stairs
And for just a second
Wish you could fall down
And land in just the wrong way
So your suffering can end?

Ever go through a whole day
Going over all the possible ways
You could die accidentally?
Because you cant bring yourself
To end your own life

I have

I do it everyday.

I call upon the great spirit
I call upon the Great Isis
Goddess of life I pray to you.

Give me the strength
to live this life,
this world of
dull grey despair.

Isis, great goddess
I am your humble follower,
I'm down on my knees
begging for your guidence.

I put this borken life
in your loving arms.

Please help me heal
Please help me stay strong.

Please goddess
I pray to you