My body shaking
I am still crying
The pain is real
my heart still racing
It was only a dream
But it's so frightening
I lost so much
There was no hope
I never thought I would tremble from a dream

This is my nightmare

Today I offer up my soul for this
I am living for my dieing wish
One more step closer to the grave
Another step closer to heaven
Let them drag me down and break me
There is nothing I would want more
I know in the end I will be the one standing
The scars will be a trophy and badge
They will know my name
And they shell know my power
I will never give up fighting for my life
The thing that makes me happy

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This is my fight

Unneeded
Unwanted
Replaced
Broken
Wasted
Dieing
....
Me

Treat me like that
Throw me away like trash
and watch my eyes
go from Blue to black
As revenge starts forming
in my mind

I'll write my name in gasoline
in your pathetic front lawn
Strike a match
and watch it burn

You sit there smiling at me
I look in your eyes and grin showing my dimples

Whispering I ask
"What can I get you"

You joke with me for a moment and tell me
"nothing I am happy"

You see me thinking and whisper
"some thing pretty"

But next to you..
Nothing is as pretty as it was