The thrill
I felt it so deep
And the trust is there
You standing over me
Staring down at me
Your boots clicking firmly as you step around your prey
My heart races faster and faster
Is it fear
Or am I excited
It does not mater
I gave my self up
The collar on my neck is proof of that
I don't have a choice
This is your game
My life is now your fate
You make my skin crawl as I hear that leather whip strangle and bend
I wonder what things are going on in your mind
The feel of being naked before you makes me pant
You pause
My eyes snap shut
I tremble as you command
Tho it feels so good to obey
To know I please you
I feel the cold metal on my skin
These chains tease me so
Why did I want this
How is it that it feels so good
Your gaze makes me cower
And I love being  under you
Helpless and you so strong
I see you bite your lip as you think
My hands claw at the cold ground
This should not be so yummie
But I can't help it
I never was addicted to the whip
It should not feel like pleasure in your torment
But that does not matter
I gave in
It feels so good
You scold me and I crave every word
I trust you and your wisdom
The I encouraged you
Trembling in delight as you decide how to play with me
You hold the key to my fate
I am locked down in this room
You have all the power and I would not have it any other way

Addicted
I can't get enough
Needing it
It hurts with out it

I can't sleep with out it
My hands shake with out it
It hurts so bad
There is no getting over it

Why did I start
I can't help it
It's so wonder full
There is this wonderful tingle

The rush as I see it
I feel my heart beat faster
My legs get weak as I get close
And I feel a smile creep a across my lips

I would fight for it
I would die for it
I can't help it
I don't care

Hate me
Judge me
Condemn me
Because I am addicted to a feeling

42
It echos in my head
What does it mean
A number

42
I asked
Waiting for that the answer
It took so long

42
Really
Why
How could this be

42
I need to know
There needs to be a reason
This doesn't mean any thing

42
I don't know the question
This computer must be broken
What do I do

42
I must find out
There has to be a way
I must find it

42
I will build a better computer
I will find it
But.. I am just a mouse

And if I can't I will make it up...