you got cash and maybe a stash
you told me you were broke
do you enjoy looking into my eyes
telling me lies while gripping my thigh
do you ever wonder what I feel
internally broke .

I don't have a filter for my mouth,
I am not aware if hurt others,
I'm full negativity, inside and out
most people have told me a few words,
about myself and how I act,
I wont change, who I am as a person,
take it in slowly .

you said words
words you cant take back
words to where they hurt like
a stab in back, are you
concerned of what you did
while I waited and stayed
maybe one day you will say the
words
s o r r y .

I usually think to often its to
where I find out many things, of
how I was the main problem sometimes
its right in front of you of what you should
do and what you should fix
but that one thing holds me back, its
y o u .

Just searching
where are you..
no where to be found
there you are
Gone .