Rachel Mary

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

life can be
a little difficult
if you're one of the bigger girls

life can often
make you sad
if your face
if not as fair as the rest

life can hurt you
if you see
things in your dull brown eyes
and not beautiful blue

life can always
dishearten you
if you're ugly
and feeling blue

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

the growth of her

that was the day
i saw her
in a different perspective
she was no longer
small and shy,
but curveacous and beautiful;
a woman in all forms
i had watched her grow
from the tender age of 11
to the wonderful person
she now
can be .

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

panic

p        lenty amounts of revision to be done
a              sense of fear and failure
n                 erves making my body shake
i                     am so unprepared
c                       ome and save me from this hell

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

the 84th beginning

for a while
you were gone
and the sadness
returned

but now
you are back
with your
wonderful words

you make my soul
fire and ignite
you make me feel
smaller and light

you are a boy
and i am a girl
you bring me joy
and you are my world

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

pleasant simplicities

i really
really
really
like
some things
that this bitter world
does give us

especially
boys with blue eyes

and

stars in the sky

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

this poem has no title

my thoughts are frazzle
that dance in the light
an untamed wildfire
that burns through the night

a stick of blue incense
a coil of sweet smoke
a sickening scent
the words that weren't spoke

the letters i wrote
i never did send
and still i have hope
and still i pretend

why am i this way
why, tell me why
help me betray
the people that lied

Rachel Mary Jun 2013

'shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd like to '

if i could think
wonderful thoughts
i would not hesitate
in portraying them to the world

if i could draw
artistically
i would not pause
in turning the pages for people to see

if i could write
beautiful words
i wouldn't stop
when handing them to people

so why is it
in the thing i do most
i am shy
and terrifed
for what people will say
when i am a ghost