the world is so cruel and i do not like it i pity myself for being burdened with the generous task of having to survive in this evil place with these evil people that i am expected to fall in love with
and sometimes you find yourself sitting alone with nowhere to go and you smile for the bitter feeling of having no use numbs you and makes you feel beautifully *insane
perhaps this is why some people do not smile or laugh or sing perhaps this is the feeling of adulthood because this is not depression and i am not depressed i am just sad quite often and i rarely feel **impressed