blue skies,
smiling sun shining on two lovers,
as they kissed in delight,
and sight of each other,
he was hers and she his,
no one was going to take him away from  her,
and her from him.
she loved to stare at her diamond ring,
so small yet perfect,
imperfect like him she thought.
she loved him,
she really did
and thanked cupid for the lover he had sent,
to her.
how did such a reality become a dream?
although it felt like a dream,
the fact that the pain cut deep into a place,
she'd thought would never face,
was the reality she was facing.
Love is two faced,
one minute its there in your face,
loving you with both hands,
treating you like you the most important person in the world,
next minute it back stabs you,
you never thought it could hurt,
so much.

PRETTY ART
A pretty beast, a flaming heart.
Fires ignition, all for art.
Strands of ribbons.
Tangled up intrinsically.
In elastic,
Beauty bound.
From depths within the psychic hold.
Cold as snow drops.
They're kissing the rain.
Warm as ribbons, a little frayed.
Summer for winter winds,
Come along pray let us trade.
Beat winters marching.
His tyrant, his tirade.
Sharp and ****.
Poetic art.
Barter with him for lost summers bliss.
(C) Livvi

quietly you lie next to me,
without realizing the tears flowing,
obliviously,
down my cheeks,
while I'm angrily trying,
to force them back in.
its not like you'll notice them anyways,
but,
i hate to give you the satisfaction,
of you being the reason
that they are there.

I hate the way you make it hard for me to leave you.
you make me feel the way I've always wanted to feel,
needed to feel,
deserved to feel.
the thing is its kinda crazy,
that it leaves me not knowing what to do,
with this love that you implemented in my empty heart,
like a drug I've become so compelled to this addiction,
yet stuck,
because even though I know the exit door is around the corner,
I know the fear lingers in the air,
fear I won't ever find someone like you out there
I'm scared to leave you lover,
and I'm not gonna pretend,
even though I hate to say it,
for the first time I've realized that your not going anywhere,
your the first guy whose tears I've shed,
out of joy, love and happiness in years,

once again the light of love has ssmoothed over your indisgressions

barbed arrows and blunt fist blows full of words.

I turned my back to ice.

i fractured.

I turned into scalding water

I seeped into the ground

luke warm is all I am able.

I dont know whether to turn into vapour

or collect myself at your feet.

my love is still a fragile phoenix.

its your move.