It's been 4 months.
Everyday, every moment, every second I spend living I grow more and more attached to you then before. Your so amazing in every way.
You know exactly how to touch me how to talk to me so That I don't want to fight the happiness  anymore.. I'm automatically happy whenever I'm with you, and I wouldn't change anything that's happened with us (: meeting you, I never thought id end up caring for you this much but I'm so glad I do <3

That's it now
the whole show

of his love
all spent out

those bruises
like medals

after war
remind you

he's been there
his call card

the bruising
of both eyes

the split lip
his bouquet

of flowers
red and blue


wrapped in fists
just for you.

"How'd you sleep?"
Good

I didn't, I never do

"How was school?"
Good

It's full of ******* ******* and hypocrites

"How are your friends doing?"
Good

I don't know, they don't talk to me anymore

"How are you?"
Good

**I'm screaming inside, can anyone hear me?!

When you've lost everything you love
And everything that matters
Nothing else really matters to you anymore.
Because what else is there to lose?

And once again her so called friend,
will leave her to go off with yet another guy.
And once again she'll be alone at lunch,
sitting in the bathroom while she cries.

Sometimes we're lucky enough in life to meet someone special.
To make a friend that is unlike anyone else.
This person will alter your life, whether they realize they're doing it or not.
This friend will make things different.
Make things better.
They'll make the pain melt away.
They'll force all your worries away.
They'll make you laugh and smile in ways you never have before.
And it's the simple things really.
Singing obnoxiously in the car.
Saying hi in the hallways.
Giving you hugs when you're down.
Ahh yes those hugs, those are the best.
The hugs that are so tight they press all the broken pieces back together.
Those are my favorite.
You see, people that can change your life this tremendously, these are people worth keeping around.
These people you should never let go.
These friends, are friends forever.

Things change and people do to.
It just ***** when the ones changing are the ones you never though would leave you.

I know how the saying goes
Fall down seven times
Stand up eight
But I've come to the point where getting back up,
Isn't worth all this heartache