i trusted you firstly because you noticed my dark sides and appreciated it like it was a part of yours. i saw you, your dark side and accepted you despite what people say and condemn about you. people say you're weak and worthless because you get emotional and heartbroken so easily until you hurt yourself till it bleeds. i cared for you because i have once felt the same way and i couldn't bear another living soul, lives life while feeling dead. i stood up for you. i went through the thorns for you, i became your companion, i calmed you down when you were anxious. well, i thought i did. then this beautiful girl pops out of the blue, you fell for her but you didn't tell me. you just said you were hurting me, you didn't tell me why. then a massive event came into my life and you left. you took that as your golden ticket way out. you blamed me. but deep inside, your heart has changed. your feelings changed. you changed. but you were scared to tell me, coward. you were too weak to bring it up to me. but you found your strength in her. and you gracefully flew away leaving me behind with an ache i have never felt before.