I curl into a ball
To get a clear view of my feet
Why am I looking at my feet
And not at the stars
I lay on my bed of worries
It’s comfortable here
It’s warm here
I can’t seem to stand up
My worries need me
I know they are no good for me
But I can’t seem to do better
I want to do better
My soul wants better
But I’m comfortable here
My life feels over
Without even starting
I have no goals or drive
Everything is meaningless
I am comfortably numb
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 6:45 AM UTC
I curl into a ball
To get a clear view of my feet
Why am I looking at my feet
And not at the stars
I lay on my bed of worries
It’s comfortable here
It’s warm here
I can’t seem to stand up
My worries need me
I know they are no good for me
But I can’t seem to do better
I want to do better
My soul wants better
But I’m comfortable here
My life feels over
Without even starting
I have no goals or drive
Everything is meaningless
I am comfortably numb
Raw and unedited from a moment when I was feeling hopeless, empty and down