i love you i miss you im sorry baby this time i wont go i ring you on a two am call im sorry that when i cant see out my window is when i get emotional sometimes i take a brisk walk outside in the winter and wonder what it feels like to be a plant i wish i was a plant you would carve flowers into a tree with a knife i guess you never cared to give me real ones either you really enjoyed the irony or you knew that i ruin everything i touch my tears were never gentle droplets you always backed away from them like they'd burn your skin i have acid in my blood stream im sorry baby it gets darker in the winter im sorry that when i can't see out my window is when i get emotional my two am calls are starting to sound like ranson notes i love you i miss you im sorry baby this time i wont go i tried to carve you flowers in trees but i ended up bleeding petals im sorry that every time i try to be romantic i hurt i have acid in my blood stream but are you sure there isn't any in yours too? the second i thought i would get real flowers for christmas you thought to have my heart for dinner instead i love you i miss you im sorry baby this time i wont go everything i've ever let go of had claw marks in it