The **** thing is that
I can't feel sadness
In all it's glory
Because of my medication
The **** thing is that
That's how my family wants it
The **** thing is that
I want to feel sad
Because that's the only way
I can feel you were alive
Now I try to get you to love me again
From the grave
I know it's crazy
But it's good for me
I know
Because it feels right
Making a dead person happy
It's braces for the soul
So it can have an unnaturally beautiful smile