If iTs Not 1 Thing, iTs Another.
From A Bad Habit
To Another.
Both Solutions To Escape.
To Cope.
To Feel Better.
Self Harm Or Substance Abuse.
A Razor Blade
Or A Needle
Both Aiming For A Vein.
Suicide Or Overdose.
Which i Prefer Both.
I Wish i Never Turned To These.
Around The Time
It Was All That Was There For Me.
Seeing My Self
Turn To This
Make Me Feel worse
Such A Sad Thing
To Be Placed In Those Positions
Believing Thats
What Only Works.
Im ****** Up Mentality
The **** i Do
Make My Own Self Call Me Crazy.
I Just Want To
Be Happy.
Not Fake It
When Behind The Mask
I Feel Like Dieing.
Nobody Will Ever Understand How Deep My Pain is.
I Hate This.