I miss you my friend
I miss you my all
I want to see what i once had
I lost it so quickly
I lost you all too quickly
Your kept me sane
You kept me safe

Now you are gone
I find myself alone
I find myself angry
I want to flush it all away
To flush away all the *******
To get rid of all fake people

I am now dangerous
To those around me
And to myself
You held me back

I see now that i am a threat
I was only sane with your insanity
I find myself wanting to **** people
To wish for their blood
I'm not stable
I am not healthy

I don't want to be here
But you cannot reach
I cannot reach
So close but so far away