wait and I'm not sure if I should too but there's nothing I can do if my God of love needs to show me a different side of Him than He has been recently- He cannot be the God of aloof goodness, He must be the God of sweaty sheep and love and bleating under the sun He is who I always thought He was but recently I could not make myself know Him I missed you, Father Oh, how I've missed you they don't know you at all, do they?