So this is what it feels to learn something everyday
And the only reason I'm learning is because you're away
What am I saying...?
I didn't even ask you to stay.

I am learning how to bear with mixed up feelings
Somehow I miss you
And somehow I wish you missed me too
But you wouldn't miss me as fiercely
As I miss you.

I am learning how I can't force myself to feel
What I know isn't real.

And it's okay.
I mean...
She must have done something better.
You must love coming home to her smile.
And maybe you found something in her eyes
That you lost in mine.