In the faded light, the truth shone out. There were so many explanations racing through my mind, but " I'm sorry " kept spilling out my mouth. How do you fathom these thoughts that only you can understand? Behind every cigarette that burnt, there was a reason behind each. And oh i wish the problems could easily turn to ash along with it. With every puff i intentionally destroy myself with, there was even further damage with my silence. Sorry - I'm sorry.