Days seem to never completely end
Nights are the longest part of my day,
While visions are seen and slumber comes naturally
I can't help but think
What have I done with my life
I know I am young
I know more than I should,
Should it matter?

I roll over constantly,
I begin to feel like I am falling
Falling into yet another sleepless night
My stomach turns as I turn with it
I close my eyes and see nothing but fear.

But is it fear that I fear or the thought of being loved,
Fear and love are opposites
Yet I see them as the same.
When I close my eyes I don't see anything but the one I love
But I am also in fear.

I toss over to try and forget these memories
There is a time where I don't feel the sun will ever come up again
But I see a little light.
I toss myself out of bed
But for what?
To live in fear
Or to be with the one I love

I don't know,
It never ends.