It’s been three and a half months since we last spoke, really spoke, not just guilty hellos and scattered half-hearted pleas And it’s not you, it’s never you it’s me it’s me it’s me, but you love me you love me you love me
And my head has forgotten what it feels like, but I know my heart is safe with you
Because you’ve never stopped chasing after me and I’m tired of looking at my feet, telling myself I’ll be okay without you, trying to navigate through a thick forest at night, pretending I don’t have matches at my fingertips
You are the only thing that has ever made me feel truly whole
I’m sorry I’ve kept my eyes shut so tight, but I’m here now and I love you and I miss you
And I don’t want to keep living like fragments of a person anymore
I’m Yours.
Written by
Madisen Kuhn 25/Cisgender Female/Charlottesville, VA