I miss you so much my heart beats out my chest I'm trying to past this test But God knows I need you and as i fight my demons struggle to find who I am To become a real man I realize i will never be complete without you and I know you don't love me the way i want you to and you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me something I never fully believed we would do but I still had hope but that's leaving me the same way i left you