Sometimes I just want to end it all just open my veins, let it all pour out, so I can rest, finally pull myself out of this mess I'm suffering a pain that nobody should go through, My sanity is gone and my mind's a disgrace, I've given up a hundred times, but I'm still here.. time to swallow my hypocrisy I hate myself for the things I've done Expectations of me exist They are like a cancerous cyst I hate myself sometimes for being who I am Life just seems grim