Our memories go on forever. I look back a few years and you were there. I look by my side and you're still here. you've grown on me through out the years and now the thought of ever losing you is like the pain of a serrated knife through my heart like gasping for breath six feet under..... there was a moment I knew I asked "could you tie my shoe?" and as you did I looked right at you.... and in that moment I knew.... I knew. now you're ready to leave but what could I do? it's selfish to ask you stay for my sake. can we pause this moment? can you stay? I spend the hours without you wondering how I can make you change your mind i never want you to go baby, you're mine....